Mocks!!! =(

This next week is the Mock Exams. I hope I will study Venice well tonight.

Jiayous people. I miss someone calling my 'kor', really.

Ryan

don't give up...

It's 40 days to the OL , 33 days to the PE Paper, 23 Days to Graduation. Time flies.

Here something for all graduating people...

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

So people, don't give up, and work hard! (:

Prelim II

English
Humanities (Hist) E8
EMath B3
AMath
Physics B4
Chem
PE A2
Chinese D7

you told me to try and try again

Today was a bad day. Well morning woke up late, had to cab to school. then afternoon wasted... no one to study with. everyone was going home. not even a soul to lunch with. then go parkway eat. the damned mini steamboat was the worst food i ever ate. and it costs 7 bucks. took bus home. the () in the room playing with plants, like watering and washing. and making so much noise. damn i needa study, can that () just stop it! ):

I've shared this with justin, wei liang, and jia lok. => YAY! PE PAPER A2. HAHA SO HAPPY 70%. It's the light at the end of the tunnel? Thanks Wei Liang for telling me not to give up the day before the paper. (:

YOU NEVER GAVE UP ON ME WHEN I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND
I WAS ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING YOU TOLD ME TO TRY AGAIN

42 Days to the paper people. Let's do it. Everyone's doing it for themselves, I'm doing this for you.

Sometimes when we touch

Recently, kept in touch with this song. Kept singing it yesterday. Lol, i remembered my friend said it's tune is nice. Haha, probably was a call to tell me to stop 'spoiling the song?'

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

This is a very touching song, indeed. To me, it's not about this two lovers, it's about how great love can be. It's about how each of the lovers, no matter what background they come from, can put aside the differences and create a bridge for love to cross. I hope, between us we can.

(:

谢谢

it's the same feeling that keeps me going everyday

My exams end tmr. Somehow, I don't feel excited. It's been three weeks, and I still need you all the same. I learnt to be the dependent self.

"If your brother sins, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him. If he sins against you seven times in a day, and seven times comes back to you and says, 'I repent,' forgive him. The apostles said to the Lord, 'Increase our faith!' " Luke 17:3-5

Can you forgive me?

These few days/weeks,
thank you david for the never stopping support for me. After all these times, I know you are one friend i'll treasure forever. Thank you for walking me through the darkest point of my life, the worst time of my life.
thank you jialok for the encouragement. You know, I really wish all the best for you. I will pray for you. Thank you spending the time with me. You are on person who never fails to help your friends. I will never forget 'scoops of art' and never forget the words we wrote there, the art we 'drew'. Those are wishes, we'll make it a dream. Remember that we must finish the 50 days left on the road, then we shall look to the stands and see our lifetime supporters there. Remember that while they may not be the ones with the largest banners, the loudest cheers, but they are the ones who will never fail to support us.
thank you weiliang for inspiring me to do well. I will jiayou well. I hope you keep my word and not follow in what happen to me. I will take your word.
thank you grace for talking to me, and help me find myself.
thank you adrian for supporting me, and being the one who will talk to me after every paper.
thank you charlotte for everything.
thank you weijie for the nice chat in Tampines.

I'll wait for you. It's the same feeling that keeps me going everyday.

cherishing those times....

Mother Tongue exam. AGAIN. You know, it really sucks to see the paper all over again. Too bad, this 'elder brother', didn't do well. ):

Well okay, I whacked Question 4 again, as told to do so.

So the day started badly, as I almost was late for school, or rather an examination. You know, I've never been late for school, so let's not talk about exams. Yea, it's kind of a record I will want to keep till I graduate. (:

I was just thinking, the Singapore team that won 3-2 against Montenegro, were they Singapore? Seriously, this team is home grown, but yet if you pit this team against our National Team, i'm pretty confident that they can do well. May not win, but this team has got the skills to do well. Not to forget, our national team is partly foreign. I think the Coach has done a great job in maintaining the utmost discipline of the entire team and allow the players to read the match. One main reason is that this team is extremely close toward each other, having trained for one year. I think it's a real good deal that Singapore had such talented players. Having said this, I'd also like to bring into topic that we were playing on Astroturf, where many of the countries are disadvantaged. On Astroturf, the ball bounces higher, players dare not slide, as the ground surface is relatively harder. Remember Zimbabwe? I thought that if it were sand that they played on, it would have benefited the Africans!

Nevertheless, it's heartening to see young people being able to enjoy a game of football, showing what true sportsmanship it. It's the character within you that the world shall see.

I will catch Sean as he compete in the B Final of the 110m Hurdles event tmr. Awesome, I get to catch my classmate, good friend, and buddy at the FINALS of an OLYMPIC event. (:

Ryan

Today was the O Level English Oral. Did rather alright, spoke too fast on the conversation part, so i'll conclude it as un-good overall. Only thing I remembered clearly is the question "what inspires you?". If you know me well, you'd know what I'd say. (:

Still coughing, couldn't stand the bitter drink I got. Bad...

Tmr is MT Paper I and it's all over again... Haha, but at least there's the second chance! (:

Thank you Wei Jie for the help you gave me for Chinese Oral... Well yeah I let you down. Thank you Justin for the help in English Oral.

Cheers (:

I'm at Scoops of Art now. The place which shall hold great memories. I really treasure this place. I made me feel happy when I'm in the worst state ever. Thanks to the person who brought me here and inspired me to move on.

I'm dead bored doing the Physics TYS. I got a C6 for MT O Level. I suck. I didn't plan properly, so I screwed up today's EMath Paper.

Life is bad. But can you be there for me....?